people come and go.

just as the wind blows.

trust your instincts and do it.

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I found you,
I just want to be where you are tonight,
I run in the dark looking for some light,
How will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,

I want Asmira.

I want money.

I want love.

three guys and one lifetime.
no fair.
now..
there are some steps that i took previously that makes me regret now.
steps like talking to Nasir.
let him love me.
let him know me.
steps like being loving Shah so much.
let him love me too.
let him know me too.
steps like getting to know Farid.
let him fool me.
let him hypnotise me with his fake love.
how fun is life for me right now.

juggling between three guys.
now i know what it feels like having multiple guys at one time.
sometimes i just can't help it.
i have been so good to them.
but in the end,i get nothing.
maybe,that is where i get my strength to play their game.
their game of cheats and lies.
i understand so much now.
sorry guys,i just can't help it.
but one thing for sure.
the most important for me right now is Shah.
i don't care what happen to Nasir or Farid but i still have to treasure my Alwanshah.
nothing can stop me now.
i won't stop and think about karma.
sometimes.this is just how life rolls.
i can't stop.
i can't say no.
i can't go away.
i still have my boundaries.
and my principles.
but at times.
the dice just rolls differently.
i still have to play the game.

De-signer: thesockparody
alsoknownas; kookies.
Basecodes from: detonatedlove
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