THE QUEEN OF CHINA
people come and go.
just as the wind blows.
trust your instincts and do it.
I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I found you,
I just want to be where you are tonight,
I run in the dark looking for some light,
How will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,
Sunday, March 16, 2008
i didn't study today.
simply because.I'm not in the mood.
nothing i learn is going into my head.
i need a real tutor.
it feels like no one is supporting me in my study.
people always like asking,did i study today but they don't even give damn about what i understand and what i don't.
i have so much insecurities that i feel like giving up.
but i know.that is not the right choice to do.
i have to study and prove them that I'm worth everything.
stupid people.
oh gosh..i really don't what to do now.
I'm so behind everything in every subject.
like shit.
and worst.no one can teach me.
when i first said that i wanna take O this year.
everybody was like.As,i can help you.
As,i can tutor you.
As,this. As,that.
but when i really enroll for it.
where the hell is everyone??
why give me hope when you're not into it??
dammit la!
I'm into this all alone..
but what fuck.I'm staying strong!
yeay! nothing is making me fall.
so beat it sucker!