THE QUEEN OF CHINA
people come and go.
just as the wind blows.
trust your instincts and do it.
I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I found you,
I just want to be where you are tonight,
I run in the dark looking for some light,
How will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,
Thursday, May 24, 2007
what is it to be my life.so nothing.so plain.so much have been going on in my life.it feels like i can't stop and take a look at it one at a time.i hate this feeling that everyone is gonna leave me soon.maybe not all.some will stay.i can't even find the words to say.it's like so many miles away between them and me.everything is so gray.
but.there is one thing i always look forward to.friday night.i'm gonna meet him.haha.go jb.i like him.he's not like the other guys i know.so nice.so simple.so cool.i like him.do u know it's hard to find one good guy now a days.treasure him.anyway.u won't be seeing me having a relationship soon enough.cause i really want to be alone.
btw,i'm really sorry if i pissed u off so much this days.i just feel like u are so into my life.it's not i'm being secretive.but there is just something i do that i don't want people to know.i have the right to my privacy too ok.u don't have to always be messaging me and when i don't reply.you would search for me high and low.and the thing,you won't give up.it's realy getting on my nerves.sorry if i'm always rude to u.sometimes u just have to learn to let it go.
