THE QUEEN OF CHINA
people come and go.
just as the wind blows.
trust your instincts and do it.
I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I found you,
I just want to be where you are tonight,
I run in the dark looking for some light,
How will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,
Monday, February 12, 2007
i saw me at the end of the tunnel.
i saw you too.
i thought that if i walk slowly to the light it won't dissapear.
i was wrong.
it indeed dissapear.
together with you.
i walk in agony to nowhere.
in my mind i was walking towards to light that was once there.
the other night,i dreamt.
a violent dream.
it's about me and you.
you said that i'm a fool and i won't make it in life.
i said NO!
i said that i believe in you.in me.in life.
but i can't lie any further cause maybe it's true that it is the end of life for me.
the tunnel,the dream, it's felt so real.
so alive that i almost touched it with my bare hands.
now,i'm all alone.
not home at my own home.
not happy at my own decision.
i feel vain and tawdry.
i'm always looking woebegone and miserable.