THE QUEEN OF CHINA
people come and go.
just as the wind blows.
trust your instincts and do it.
I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I found you,
I just want to be where you are tonight,
I run in the dark looking for some light,
How will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,
Friday, November 03, 2006
ape sey...i was kick out of the house yesterday night..
this is all how it started..
i reached home at three in the morning.then i went straight to the sofa and watch tv.then suddenly BANG!!!! it scare the skin out of me! omigod! i switch on the light and went searching for the source of the sound. it was my mom's cellphone fell from the stairs. it was so scary..i dunno why but it was so scary. two figures are standing at the handrail of the stairs. then that animal(stepdad) was like shouting and screaming. he was so mad. he was trying to show of that he's the man,like he rule the place. argh! fuck him!! then he come to attack me and my bro. i was punched at the face.and my bro too. it was so dramatic. then my mom was crying pleading him to stop.but to no avail. then suddenly my small sister admitted. so he was like so humiliated. then he was about to walk off when he asked why we come home late(to me and my bro).then he went to the door.open the door and the gates and invite us out! out as in out from the house which does not belongs to him.hakz! i was thinking like, "so this is how you wanna play the game.."fine fine.. then out we go..my mom was crying her heart out. we ignore her and continue walking.. then we sat at the stair landings. mom went after us and was forcing us to go home.. she said that she would file for a divorce and we would have to take care of her.. when i heard that i was so relief. at last god answers my prayer. then we back to her house. i called my faithful boyfriend and we talk. in the midle of the conversation, a knock was heard. i open it and it was that animal. he was s like begging for forgiveness for hitting. and i was like so quiet. i did not utter a word. i couldn't care much. fuck him and his life! go to hell you animal. i don't need you to destroy my life over and over again.
