THE QUEEN OF CHINA
people come and go.
just as the wind blows.
trust your instincts and do it.
I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I found you,
I just want to be where you are tonight,
I run in the dark looking for some light,
How will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,
Monday, November 27, 2006
As the day went passed, I was alone,alone in my home the place I like to call little like hell.
See, I live in fear. All the time.
It is not as what you think.
It is the hardest thing I have been through.
The day was gloomy,luscious with disheartening attention.
Graudy in mood. Pretending was always the way out.
But till when?
I was alienated. By you,him and her.
It was hard you know.
I try to accentuate it.
But it remains undetected.
My boyfriend,idyllicly charming.
Ironically, very mesmerizing..
I wish I came from a prestigious family so I could spent my day shopping.
But that will be immacutely contradicting cause I do came from a prestigious family.
I had that,this and those.
I perspiciously understand what is it to fail in life.
But did I do anything about it?
No. I did not.
Why?
Cause I had it in life.
I know there will something behind my back if I fail in life.
It is implicit,dubious even to some that I won't thrive, in life.
I will be the glorified, notorious and ingenious girl ever being made in this world.
I will.